It’s late. I’m tired. But at the same time, I’m the most awake I’ve ever been.
It’s hard to explain. I don’t think I ever will be able to, anyway.
I’m supposed to be asleep. I’m supposed to be getting up at 5:30 tomorrow, and it’s 11:12 PM now.
I’m not even supposed to post today. Whoever is supposed to, my apoligies. But I needed to speak, and I couldn’t wait much longer.
I don’t want to go into much detail, but I’ll do my best to make some sense of this mess.
The Enemy has been at my throat, trying to pull me from Jesus Christ. And I know why.
There has been a fight, and there always will be. This whole time, I’ve been thinking that I wasn’t a Christian because I was so weak Satan could attack me.
But that’s just it.
The Enemy’s not attacking me because I’m weak. It’s because I’m strong. It’s because I can do great things. It’s because I’m not afraid to shout.
And you know what?
There’s a war amidst us. And I’m ready to fight.
I’m ready to win.
And I’m not scared. I’m not sitting in the shadows, worrying about where I’m going.
Because now I know. I KNOW. I KNOW.
God is in control, and He knows the way. I’m following Him. And HIM alone!
I’m following Jesus. I have decided with my heart, with my mind, and with my soul. I know truth. I believe truth. And I will live the Truth.
This is MY FIGHT. And God is behind me. God is in front of me. And the amazing thing is,
We’ve already won.
When Jesus died on the cross for my sins, He sealed me. He finished it. He won the war, before my fight began.